Why so hot and so hard! She is beyond all science and logic. LOVE, SUPER LOVES!
When you've had hands to hold most of your life, the thought of holding your own can be a scary one. I've had people whom I've taken for granted all my life, and even after realization, old habits don't die instantaneously.
The truth is I'm afraid of being alone. I am afraid to hold my own. I am afraid of being one less person loved. I am afraid of what I do not know. I am afraid that the walls might cave me in, and the silence deafen me.
But at the same time, I need to be alone. I need to know that I am all I need, and for that I don't need to need anymore.
The truth is I'm afraid of being alone. I am afraid to hold my own. I am afraid of being one less person loved. I am afraid of what I do not know. I am afraid that the walls might cave me in, and the silence deafen me.
But at the same time, I need to be alone. I need to know that I am all I need, and for that I don't need to need anymore.
Dear choices,
I'm never sure about how to feel whenever I'm forced to make a decision upon you.
I know people like to know their options and their choices so that they can make a calculated decision, one that would remain pragmatic.
I suppose the problem here is that I'm not a pragmatic person. I can never figure out how anyone can predict the course of a decision enough to know what their options really are. So, how does one make calculations based on assumptions on a future that hasn't happened? Beats me, beating around the bush like a george.
I don't want choices, for I have chosen the world. So dear choices, maybe you were a past life mistake reducing my world.
Love,
The Psychobabbler
I'm never sure about how to feel whenever I'm forced to make a decision upon you.
I know people like to know their options and their choices so that they can make a calculated decision, one that would remain pragmatic.
I suppose the problem here is that I'm not a pragmatic person. I can never figure out how anyone can predict the course of a decision enough to know what their options really are. So, how does one make calculations based on assumptions on a future that hasn't happened? Beats me, beating around the bush like a george.
I don't want choices, for I have chosen the world. So dear choices, maybe you were a past life mistake reducing my world.
Love,
The Psychobabbler
I'm halfway through packing for Phuket, leaving tomorrow. Melikes, minus the packing. Packing is so tiresome and it wears me out, hangs me dry..
Quite excited for beach adventures and see what Phuket has to offer. Be home soon, son.
Quite excited for beach adventures and see what Phuket has to offer. Be home soon, son.
Well, I've been elusive for the past week or so and I am so sick of being so disconcerted over trivial matters. I pledge to myself, for myself, that I shall never put myself at anyone's disposal again.
Tonight I had my first episode of geocaching. Enough of chasing an elusive commodity which will never amount to certainty. The thrill of chasing something that literally exists in the smack dab of dust and rubble is somewhat more comforting.
We found 3 geocaches. This adventure requires a GPS enabled machine. It is a high tech treasure hunt game. If you are as bored as I am, I highly recommend this for a bit of excitement.
Love!
Tonight I had my first episode of geocaching. Enough of chasing an elusive commodity which will never amount to certainty. The thrill of chasing something that literally exists in the smack dab of dust and rubble is somewhat more comforting.
We found 3 geocaches. This adventure requires a GPS enabled machine. It is a high tech treasure hunt game. If you are as bored as I am, I highly recommend this for a bit of excitement.
Love!
The sweetest thing ever. Thank you Sebastian for letting me listen to this :)
