Sunday, November 9, 2003

hello blog. its freaky how i turn to a blog page to dampen whatever is going on inside me.

hes done it again. give me a break. im so sick of this. so sick. u have no idea.

i need to start afresh. push aside this confusion. this mess. i cant just push it aside. i cant. i need to resolve it. i cant do it alone. he wouldnt help me. i have to do this.

i cant deal with this confusion. i hate feeling like this. but whatever tt happened, i deserved it. i deserved it all.

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