i am going to deduce that i am perpetually cursed when it comes to examinations. today is my last paper for this semester and i am feeling under the weather.
during my last semester, i threw up just before i took my last paper. this morning, i suffered the same symptoms. i do not feel nervous as of now. in fact, i feel rather nonchalant and too tired to give a damn.
what is it about examinations that triggers this in me. i have enough sleep, enough food, enough cigarettes. i dno why my body doesnt agree.
the other day i think i had an anxiety attack. i felt like i could hardly breathe and was almost suffocating. the pink in my health has been discoloured and i feel worse than ever.
i hope for brighter days to come when we can all jump in the sun and dance with our shadows again.