in the 25th hour, edward norton quoted murphy's law: whatever can go wrong, will go wrong. i think that fits a very accurate observation of things, you best believe.
with that in mind, when things do go wrong, we find reasons and roots of how it went wrong. more importantly, we want someone to blame for it. we blame ourselves for our misdoings, we blame society, we blame the system, we blame our loved ones, we blame strangers, we blame fate. at times, we even blame god. perhaps, we are asking the wrong questions. we shouldn't be asking for who to blame and even if we find the right people responsible for the mishappenings, it wouldn't make things any simpler. revenge does not make anyone feel better, think about it.
its about time that we asked the right questions, the ones that matter. the past can make or break you. give the past a break and pass the baton to the present because the future is only how you make today.
we are young and we still have much to learn about the world. i have to admit it is easy for your faith to slip when your foundation was built on wet soil but once you hit the ground, you succumb to your own nature and you look up to see the possibilities.
someone mentioned to me that i was rejecting faith. maybe, that person was right. i believe that we shouldn't follow blindly and we need to believe it with our hearts and our minds will follow. my heart takes lead now and my mind will gladly obey.
i believe not because someone mentioned that the end could be nearer than we think. i believe not because i was born into this nor do i believe because i was influenced. instead, i believe because you are the way to loving me. because without you, i wouldn't exist. because you give me the strength to live in world of adversaries. we aren't perfect but there is beauty in the breakdown.
people hurt people because people are people. honestly, it doesn't matter to me anymore. i trust you and all that you present to me. i trust in the good and the bad. i will take the baby steps and brace myself for the bigger embrace.
"cause no matter who you are, its still Allah hu Akbar" - Tekniq