I've been hibernating. Its been a while since I've been glued to the bed, not have a compelling reason to get up. I've been feeling weak and sickly. I wake up and sleep and dream and wake up and sleep and dream again.
I wonder if I repeat this cycle, if I might get stuck in one mode, and never get out. I guess I should do it more, that will increase probability. Its not like I have much to lose.
They say you can't trust people with nothing to lose. Then, can you trust people with everything to lose? That seems even scarier.
My absence or presence makes not much of a difference. It doesn't even make a difference to me.
Back to sleep then.